Today I went for a meeting at my bank after they called and told me I should definitely come in because there were many ways they could save me money. Turns out the many ways were not so much many as one. And the one way was to change my Visa into one which gives me rewards. I'm glad I woke up early for that one. She seemed taken aback when I asked if they had the kind that gives out Starbucks points as opposed to the one that gives out flight points but, whatever, I think it's cool.
Last night I had one of the worst sleeps of my entire life. I kept having frantic nightmares and waking up scared and angry and tense. I decided to throw in the towel when I woke up at 6am doubled over in stomach pain. It was at that point, while I was cursing the daylight, that I decided I really need to somehow get rid of my overbearing anger and bitterness. It's really not doing me any good.
The problem is, I don't know how. Help me please Internet Friends.
P.S. The answer is not "drink excessively". Believe me.
P.S.S. And, really, I'm not aiming to be a super happy love is a gift and we should all share in it's glory kind of person. I would just like to make it through the day without wanting to punch someone in the face or break down crying. And maybe sleep. Yeah, I would also like to sleep.