Here's something. When I'm not run-my-ass-off busy at work I get really bored. Not bored because I don't have anything to do, I do have things to do, bored because I don't have 8 million things to do and therefore, I have to think instead of just running around madly, fueled by panic attacks. I'm not even kidding. I have a box of about 75 DVD's I need to go through and pick publicity pictures but I just can't make myself start because I'm not in a panic trying to cross that project off my list. No one is lined up at my door. No one is calling constantly. It's very peaceful but I literally cannot function. I need at least 25 more things to do right now or I won't get anything done at all.